OK so my week has been super busy.... and left me ridiculously tired. waking up at 6am and catching various trains,bus trolleys, to far out locations will do that to a girl.
After almost a days rest im feeling normal again. Normal enough to hope on the computer and right type away my random thoughts dreams aspirations whatever you like to call it.I'm currently sitting in the house childless because sometimes i just get nervous and dont feel like being bothered. Jahlil is with his dad until Monday night leaving me free to do all the things i want to do when he's not around. So what am I doing that's so fun, exciting and daring?
ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!!!
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I've been thinking about going back to school for a lil bit now, but i wanted to make sure that it was something i was passionate, and willing to put my all into.
I have found something worthy of my time and effort.
I'M GOING TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL FOR NURSING!!!!
it has been said, it has been written now, i just need to make it happen.
My ultimate goal is to become a RN with a BSN, but given that i have a whole mouth to feed, and a household to run, my method of obtaining this goal will be nontraditional.
I'm going to go to school for LPN first because that only takes a year, after i pass the state exam for that. I will work at an agency for one year to gain seniority and also so im eligible for my employer to pay my tuition. After gaining my employers financial backing im going to go Back to college/university to get that coveted BSN.
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I've been thinking about my hair, and what i want to do with it because really right now its a mess and a half.
I've been thinking of just being submissive and getting a perm, and being done with the whole thing. Perms just make things so much easier(sometimes), and it makes the hair straighter to go with this straight weave that i'm so inclined to always buy.
I've also been thinking of just getting a bunch of sew in weaves because it takes my mind of off my own hair, and somehow tricks my mind into thinking i have that texture, grade,length, of hair. Sew Ins are kinda expensive 140, where i go but so worth it. That doesn't include the cost of the hair itself, which can be anywhere from 40, to 120 dollars itself.
THAT'S NOT CHEAP.
and after losing my job earlier this year, im starting to rethink this whole, "spending money like its going out of style" thing. I really want to pay off my credit cards and build up my savings, for other emergency situations. I also want to get a car for easier traveling, and of course convenience.
I was also thinking about braids, but they take forever both ways, and not as cute as other hairstyles.
This is all for now since i lost my train of thought.I've also been thinking of just getting a bunch of sew in weaves because it takes my mind of off my own hair, and somehow tricks my mind into thinking i have that texture, grade,length, of hair. Sew Ins are kinda expensive 140, where i go but so worth it. That doesn't include the cost of the hair itself, which can be anywhere from 40, to 120 dollars itself.
THAT'S NOT CHEAP.
and after losing my job earlier this year, im starting to rethink this whole, "spending money like its going out of style" thing. I really want to pay off my credit cards and build up my savings, for other emergency situations. I also want to get a car for easier traveling, and of course convenience.
I was also thinking about braids, but they take forever both ways, and not as cute as other hairstyles.
Peace and Love
Toye'
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