So this year has been a hell of a year for me. Seemed like everything that could go wrong, did!
I think i've probably grown the most this year, and it finally feels like i'm a full grown adult. I just see things so differently now. I can honestly say i matured in more ways then one, but im certain i still have more maturing to go thru
One thing i realized about myself is i sometimes get so caught up in a situation (ie person) that fi fail to see the warning signs, or actually hear what they're saying to me.
I get so caught up in just accepting a person for who they are that, i dont really have any standards.
I know no that standards are the way to go. If you dont have standards then your way more willing to accept any 'ole thing, and make excuses the whole way.
So i've realized that im not ready to be in a relationship!
I'm just not ready, i could go into more details but nah whats the use.
My focus now is getting and keeping a job, getting my finances in order and educating myself and my son.
Thats all for now
Peace and Love,
Toye'
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